since is a private blog now,i should start with all the secret here,only me myself and i know it.to be serious,the guy that i had attach till now has no kind of feeling as how i like the guy,maybe my type of guy is quiet and know when to joke and make me laugh,together with him got no stress.i think i do change a lot.Do i have mental problem??i feel that im abnormal and lots of stuff had happen.i wan to keep everything myself and i dont want to tell anyone.why will i become like that?
i want to work hard and everything.i just want to stay focus on one thing.how to do??i had no one to trust.